Step 1 to my promise to Me ....
Decisions ....
We all have decisions to make ... we all have our crosses to bare ... today I made a decision that I never in the world thought I'd make. But after careful reflection and consideration I made the first decision that was good for me in a very long time.
I have to set an example for my kids .... I have to show them right from wrong. For far to long, I've shown them wrong. Today, I'm making it right. Today I ended things with Dennis.
If Stacey can make life changing decisions for her and Angel can make healthier changes for her ... I can get thru this too. I've got my friends ... I'm not telling my family, they'll figure it out, or Austin will tell them.
I know today was hard, very hard. Katie was right there on line with me and helped me thru most of it, I thank you very much for that Katie!!!! Today was definately difficult, but its only the beginning. I'm hoping and praying that I can stay strong and stick to my guns about this decision.
posted by hyka's mess @ 8:04 PM
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4 Comments:
Hugs to you!!!!
Monica, you might feel low and lonely right now, but those are just a few side effects (that will vanish) from making such a STRONG decision!
I'm honestly in shock. I didn't think you would do it. Keep surprising me Monica. I like who I see!
I don't know the whole situation, but if you feel that this is the best decision, then I am glad you took the step. Sometimes it's hard to break a cycle. Good luck to you and the boys.
Stacey ... he asked me if what I wanted was for him to not come around anymore, I told him that was exactly what I wanted. He took the key off of his keychain, set it on the table beside me and walked out. Didn't even look at the house when he pulled away.
I can't say that I know what he thinks about it. For someone who told me he'd never ever give it back, it sure didn't take him long to get it off of his keychain.
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