Where do you go for support & encouragement?

I can tell you where NOT to go .... especially today.

How do you ask for help in a way without asking for help? Seems I don't know the answer to that question.

I was ready to walk out on my job today .... I can't afford to do that, I have 2 kids, a dog, a house and a flipping car payment ... I got plenty of advice as to how to get fired, did I get any encouragment that things would get better ...

Oh, but there can be the whining and bitching on there about how someone didn't like the way someone else lost weight, or how much pain your in or your mad at your aunt in tim buck two or whatever and they fuckin come out of the woodwork to tell them how there's a silver lining or things will get better or the aunt in tim buck two is nuts ...

maybe I worded it wrong, maybe they thought it was a joke .... I wasn't joking ... I needed them and they let me down ... I needed the encouragement I'm always dishing out and got it from only two.

Thanks for checkin on me tonight .... you know who you are .... I appreciated that more than you know.

I'm just a miserable mess .... maybe a good nights sleep will help .... who knows

Jeannie ---- if you are reading --- I'm glad that everything is going well with Jordan in school, I'm sorry I talked your ear off tonight .... I'm glad that Lauren didn't have to do the heart cath today, I know she still will, but I'm glad it could be put off, at least for now ..... ((((HUGS TO YOU))))